I bought some shelves for my place. It has taken me two days to put them together, but I’m finished. I will be able to unbox my books and crap and make my space look a little more livable. I have been working on something nonstop, either my classroom or my lessons or my townhouse. I just want to get to the point where I can focus on my lessons and not have all this other stuff to do. I feel beat down tired right now.
Just Keep Swimming
I am a 47 year old adult child of an alcoholic. My childhood could have been a Lifetime movie. I am dealing with PTSD, anxiety, and severe depression as a result. I am working on gaining an understanding as to what this means and learning how to be okay with myself. Some days, just killing myself and being done with it seems like the most sensible option. On those days, I keep telling myself, "just keep breathing in and out, that's enough for today."