loving someone can often become so humiliating. like… is there anything more acutely embarrassing than having to admit to the person you love, who is leaving you, that you still care and you cannot pretending that you don’t. that ending everything is going to leave an infinite hole inside, and there isn’t a single thing you can do to stop it. I mean… it is the most embarrassing thing. it is humiliating to become so vulnerable, almost pathetic. you find yourself alone, barely able to form coherent sentences through the hurt. painfully aware of the broken promises, before you know it, one thing turns into another as you do your best to keep everything together… all while wanting to completely break down.

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