Am I the only person who thinks that all the people she loves are too good for her? I just really don’t think I deserve these people, especially my boyfriend. We fought and it was my fault but he made an effort to see me today. He is sick but he didn’t tell me because he wanted to spend time with me– a quality time to make things right. Why is it so hard to change? I am trying to change so I could not fuck things up. I am trying to change for him because he really deserves the best.
I am hell and I don’t like myself.
This happiness is making me feel sad. I feel so unworthy.