Jesus…. it all beings to you… everything! You are in control. I come to you now and ask for a trade. Will u please take my life… bring me home to be with you and give all that u have given me to Mr Buttons? Trade with us please? I’m so tired and my body is worn out. I cannot be here on this earth for very much longer… Will u give it all to Joe? I want him to have what u have given me. I will gladly go quickly so that he can live. Give him all that and more? I can feel his pain at this very moment and all I can do is fall to my knees and beg for release on his behalf. Father… bring him home to me one last time? Allow me to feel his arms around me once more before you bring me home? Please Jesus? Please? You alone are the king! You have all control and I give you all the glory and honor.