well I met this girl roughly 9 years ago at first we were just friends then we had a few conversations about how much we loved each other and wanted to be together romantically. What seems like forever ago and so much has changed she’s not the same girl nor am I the same man. A part of me still loves her and a part of me knows she’s not the girl I loved back then. She’s more manipulative and tries to have her way with guys and I just don’t agree with some of her choices. We’ll I really want to go and a part of me really wants to stay and try to have a relationship but I don’t trust her that way nor does she feel the same about me. I guess people have a bad habit of running into situations that will never go anywhere or will completely have a bad outcome.