I’m not really sure what it is that I’m feeling. My heart feels fast, my jaw tight, and my head’s a mess. I don’t know what to do. I just sit and read manga. Nothing helps. I’m fine until I’m not fine. I want my jaw to stop feeling this way. I don’t want to live my entire life with this. My body already sucks. I’m depressed. This sucks. Just this morning I was all peppy for my counselor. I don’t know what happened.