Another friend gone

“Maybe lifes turning around” i say to myself as i cry myself to sleep and watch my grades fall and watch my sanity slowly lose my sanity
Haha Hmm i was thinking fellow readers that maybe i’ll do this thing where i tell you what songs i’m currently listening to while writing this idk. . .Maybe it will give off a vibe
Delusions by Jelani Aryeh

I’ve been told my music taste is “God like” so check into it whenever I don’t really care At last reader hold on to your seats we are into another entry of me loathing in self pity and crying to really good music Haha idfk Journal I wanna die but what about the people around me I think everyone hates me to be frank but still Death no longer scares me what happens after death does  
I WROTE THAT PARAGRAPH LIKE 30 MINS AGO BUT FORGOT TO FINISH IT ^^^ WE HAVE MORE PRESSING ISSUES NOW

I’m such a fuck up i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i’m so dead inside i hate myself why am i like this no one loves me I lost another friend in the course of a month and i can’t right now i sound awful i’m going to fucking kill myself i swear to god everyone hates me no one loves me i don’t even love me i’m so alone right now i don’t even know if i’m feeling anymore i’m fucking up right now nothing going to be okay i’m such a shit person i’m going to fucking die alone i’m going to die an ugly piece of shit  like i am

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