Thanksgiving Day 2017

I’ve almost lost 40 pounds.  Imagine that.  You can see the difference in the stomach, arms, butt and face areas.  Pant size went from size 14 to size 8-9.  Size 12 is officially too big now woot!  It also feels wonderful digging out old clothes and be able to fit them.  Most of my old clothes saved are actually too big!  Too bad I gave away the many smaller sized clothing I used to have.  I never thought I’d be able to lose this much weight so successfully and quickly.

It may sound like an infomercial but, I religiously drank my morning drink.  Which is basically:  a little more than 1 tablespoon of Apple Cider Vinegar, 1 slice of lemon (squeezed and slightly zested), and 2 slices of cucumbers.  You drink it in the morning on an empty stomach before breakfast.  BUT no it’s not a miracle concoction.  You still need to diet and exercise lol.

On a more somber note, I’ve been arguing with my bf all week.  WTF is wrong with him?  I hate how insecure and weak he gets at times.  Jesus Christ.  This is why I made this journal.  I can’t take it anymore.  I love him but are we compatible?

Today is Thanksgiving and I don’t want to forget to say how thankful and appreciative I am to be living and breathing today.  I want to make it right with my boyfriend really badly but we have many challenges and I don’t know if he can handle me.  Shoot I don’t know if I can handle him..

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