Cautious but Optimistic

It’s difficult to create new habits.  Especially without any willpower.  The things I know are good for me, are the things I find it impossible to do.  I have  so many tools, but I have refused to use any of them.  Here I am, back where I started, wondering how I got here, but really I know.  I got cocky. I thought I was in control.  Nope. Back to square one, I want to make conscious decisions again. I want to give my life and will over to Your care.  I want to be in a different place than I have been.  I want to be comfortable with being uncomfortable.  I want to face my demons instead of running, to finally stop running.

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