Am I supposed to tell you i’m fine? because I’m not.
Am I supposed to tell you i’m hurt? Because that’s not true either, I’m crushed.
I’m cruel, Depressed, Cold, Distanced, Frustrated, Stressed, Annoyed, Cut off.
I can be MANY things. I’ve trained myself to inhabit many traits. Because my mind and soul are fed up with being judged so god dam much.
If your Parents tell you your beautiful, don’t give it any thought because 9-10 they’re lieing to you. They judge you all the same as others. It’s human instinct to Judge everyone. It’s disgusting, but I’m no different. And I’ll hate myself everyday for it.