Awful. Just plain awful.
I completely fucked up my calculus today. I just wasted RM3000 worth of a semester by ruining my entire module, I went through every subtopics and yet I still panicked and blanked out. I just did an estimated calculation for my result. Its a 50-50 situation, I am either gonna pass or fail this. I don’t know anymore. The thought of resitting this paper is just so awful. I am so disappointed with myself. I don’t want to keep being like this. I should have used my study week wisely. I can’t keep my mind on this for too long, I have Chem paper tomorrow and I have to move on. Haih. What a horrible day for most of us.