Pride, Proud, Parents.

If I had a dollar for every time I disappointed my parents, I’d be fucking rich. It sucks, I wouldn’t be stuck in the position I am now. I’m the disappointment of the family. I won’t say I’m perfect because I know I’m not. I’ve fucked up before, but I am trying. I’m trying to better myself but not just for me but for hubby too. He’s a great man. I’m in a bit of a shit hole right now but I have too much pride to ask for help. My pride fucks me over to be honest, I’d be lying to myself if I said it didn’t. I just want to make them proud. I want to be someone. I want to have things. I want better. I’m praying to God to give me the strength to do so. Maybe I should suck up my pride and ask for help. Maybe I won’t. Guess we will find out soon now won’t we?

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