Mr Buttons is no longer part of my life. It has ven one of the most painful removals of my entire life… but one that I believe will in the end save it. I no longer allow him to dominate my thoughts… or in any way my actions. I pray for him still along with my children and ex husband but that’s as much love as I can give.
I had surgery the other day. The cancer is in stage 2 and they had to remove two of my lymph nodes. I’m exhausted but continually believing that whatever God’s purpose for my life will manifest. I have nothing to offer and no energy left to waist. I just want to get on with it and be done.