Not Excited to be Excited

I should be excited, counting the days and such.

Should be packing right now and preparing all the things I need for this travel

But here I am stress, on panic, anxious on what to do.

I have a very big problem, and that is….I don’t have money 🙁

Such stupid I am, You might agree and might wonder I should know this right?

I know this is not just a short notice trip it was planned since last year but a lot came up along the side this year…bills, expenses, gifts for my family, debts that I owe a lot of things happened.

And now I don’t have any during this trip and I don’t know how to say this to my partner who’s so excited about this trip. I’m planning just now to go because I don’t want to be a burden to her budget too.

I know this is very stupid, but I need to pay those for me not to worry much next year and so I can start a new, but right now I don’t know what to do. I don’t have not a single penny to use on this trip, maybe next month I have or next week on my next pay but not on this trip. I’ve ruined everything and I don’t know what to do.

I don’t know where to ask for help or just borrow money first and pay it back next month. I know everybody needs money for the holiday so I’m stuck here with this.

I know my partner will really freak out knowing about this situation and I don’t want to happen but nothing else I cant do.

it was really a shame to be all this. not excited to be excited.

planning to just stay here and not go but may partner will be alone during this holiday

the itinerary for the trip is ready, my partner is ready, its just 3 more days but I am not ready at all.

I don’t know what to do..

Help 🙁


2 thoughts on “Not Excited to be Excited”

  1. Where is your trip? I think you should just be honest with your friend and explain the situation, you may find she offers to help and then you can pay her back when you have money? Whatever you decide to do I hope it all goes ok xx

  2. We’re going to Thailand 🙂
    already talk to my friend and everything was sorted out. and trip is still on 🙂 thank God
    thanks Pinkbutterfly 🙂
    happy holidays

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