140 – falalalala

This up and down is killing me. I can’t stand myself. Tis the season, but why does it have to be so stressful? There is no reason for it.

D makes me smile. She is so sweet. I was gone for 14 hours yesterday with work and other commitments. She texted me asking when I would be home. Twice. I asked if there was something she needed. She replied “just my mommy”. Melted my heart. As soon as I got home I headed up to her room to see her. I changed into my pjs and we talked and read and snuggled for a long time. She was so chatty.  Just couldn’t say enough.  I love her so! This morning she was so excited about giving her teacher’s the little gifts she picked out for them. She thanked me and told me how much she appreciated my help with that. I gave her a huge hug. I feel like I am raising a good human being.

I love H. I love him. Tell me though – who decides it’s a good idea to tear apart a bathroom 4 days before Christmas? I am trying to let my ire toward him go. I appreciate the effort. The timing sucks ass though. WTF? And he’s not a tidy painter. There will be paint everywhere. And it will piss me off every time I see it.Oh serenity now.

On a happy note my niece passed her nursing program. It was touch and go for a while but she did it. I am so happy, excited, thrilled for her!

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