December 22,2017

So I finally called the police. I can’t take anymore. I wanted to die tonight because I can’t take the abuse any more. Red started pushing me and hitting me again and I can’t take it. The police talked to Red and told me that something is wrong with red mentally and that he threatened them with His lawyer.  They told me I need to have him committed. And to go take an order of protection out on him and a judge will make him leave the house. I was so scared tonight while he was hitting me that I peed on myself. I hate this. I hate that this is what my life has become. I hate my life and I would rather be dead than spend another day with that man. I’ve took all I can take and I hit my breaking point. If I can’t get away from him I swear I’m gonna kill myself. I can’t do this anymore. I’m so scared and I’m so upset and I’m so tired and I just can’t go on like this. It’s gotten worse and worse. Please god I pray u guide me and help me please. The one time I need god the most please please I’m begging from my soul lord to please HELP ME!!!!!

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