So I finally called the police. I can’t take anymore. I wanted to die tonight because I can’t take the abuse any more. Red started pushing me and hitting me again and I can’t take it. The police talked to Red and told me that something is wrong with red mentally and that he threatened them with His lawyer. They told me I need to have him committed. And to go take an order of protection out on him and a judge will make him leave the house. I was so scared tonight while he was hitting me that I peed on myself. I hate this. I hate that this is what my life has become. I hate my life and I would rather be dead than spend another day with that man. I’ve took all I can take and I hit my breaking point. If I can’t get away from him I swear I’m gonna kill myself. I can’t do this anymore. I’m so scared and I’m so upset and I’m so tired and I just can’t go on like this. It’s gotten worse and worse. Please god I pray u guide me and help me please. The one time I need god the most please please I’m begging from my soul lord to please HELP ME!!!!!
32 year old woman that has been married for 14 years and with my husband for 17 years. I am a domestic violence survivor. We have a 12 year old daughter. Currently going through a separation. I refuse to suffer in silence any longer that’s why I’m putting my story out there.