Hmm. So I’ve been dating this guy for around 2 years. Don’t know the exact date, because one day I was like what are we, and he was like, “well i’ve kind of told everyone you were my girlfriend.” Soooo yeah. Which i’m totally okay with, infant i’m glad, because when people ask how long we’ve been dating, we’re both like “idk 2 years and 3/4” Lol. The faces people make, I tell ya. Anyways, its been a long journey with this boy/man. I’ve been told from many people he doesn’t know how to be a good boyfriend, and even he’s admitted, sometimes he sucks at it. I’ll tell you, he’s not that bad, even close. He does suck sometimes, but shit, so do I. I never worry if he’s cheating, or lying, because I don’t he can’t stand to hurt me like that. Especially with him knowing about my past relationships (which i’ll get into later in my journals.) What is love tho? And how do you know if you’re truly in love with someone? I mean the thought of him not being in my life kills, and every fight we’ve ever had just breaks me and I hate every second of being upset. I can’t even stay mad at him that long either. I honestly can’t even wait to see him sometimes, and we live together. I never get sick of his presence. The only thing that scares me, is me self doubting myself. Like what if he could do better? Find someone smarter? Thinner, etc. I know I sound like an idiot questioning, but still. Insecurities suck, and everyone has them. I know I have a lot to work on with myself, y’all don’t have to tell me. So yeaaaah, thats my current relationship.

He’s great. 

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