The weather sucks. I hate it and blows my thoughts of having a quiet easy holiday at work. So….I’m seeing that I’m not very nice and not to kind. I hate myself for that and am not very nice or kind to myself. I just am seeing that I’m losing that sense of being OK. I’ve shelled out thousands of dollars to my Nephew and it’s not over yet. I’m looking at trouble at work that takes away that safety net. I’m seeing that I have to just buck it up staying living where I am after Retirement for more yrs. then I wanted. Just not planning my future well. I don’t have doctors, I don’t have the energy to deal with what I read has to be dealt with as I ‘grow older’. I’m tired. Anyway…I have to go and fight the work day. Thanks…Happy Holidays to all.