Desperate for normality with my malfunctioned life and melting brain. I sit here, one breathe at a time, recreating the light I see to make it brighter and more attractive to be in. My new me starts today, with most of my heart now black and one less person in my life but also one more new person. Not a replacement, just a new beginning, it won’t be the same but that’s the goal. Happy, worry free, me. I’m here to learn a new and happy me. As worry free as can be.