That thing I can’t remember

What’s that called where you just write without thinking? I can’t remember but that’s what I’m about to do.

My life sucks and I can change it but I don’t. I have have habits that for hard and I let them chip away at me.

 

I know what I need to do to change but I refuse to change because change is hard. When things change even the good can sometimes leave along with the bad.

But maybe in these circumstances there isn’t any good left and what I think is good is really just bad because I’m desensitized by all the bullsgit around me.

When anyone is locked in a room, they try to see the good just to get by.

Is that what I’m doing? Am I seeing the “good” in a situation of complete badness.

I think I know the answer to this.

I think u know the answer to this, even though u don’t know me.

So as people, why do we settle when we can have it so much better?

My litter brother told me I sell myself short and it’s true. He said he used to strive to be me and now he wishes he could just see me be a better person.

I want to be a better person.

I can be a better person.

I am a person.

Is that not enough?

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