so it’s New Year’s Eve. Hannah is with my mom and I’m home alone just me and my dog B. Red is still in Jail. It’s been almost 10 days now. I find myself wondering what’s he been doing.I wonder Strange things like did he watch the ball drop tonight? Wondering what he’s doing. Mom let me borrow $10 and I bought Taco Bell. So it’s just me, my dog B & Taco Bell tonight. I feel kinda lonely and sad. I feel like my daughter has absolutely no respect for me at all anymore. She doesn’t listen to a word I say and makes everything I say an argument. She sends me emojis of flipping the bird and pushes me. I know she learned this behavior from her father. It really hurts me. I feel like I can’t escape the abuse. It’s always someone abusing me. I don’t know what to do anymore.
32 year old woman that has been married for 14 years and with my husband for 17 years. I am a domestic violence survivor. We have a 12 year old daughter. Currently going through a separation. I refuse to suffer in silence any longer that’s why I’m putting my story out there.