Here we are, less than two hours away from the new year. I don’t really know what to say. I’m happy that I’m healthy, that both I and my husband are relatively healthy, we both still work. Hopefully can retire in about 6 yrs.
For the new year one big thing I really want to work on about myself is over thinking things. You see, I worry a lot. I get that from my mother, she was a worrier, so I’ve picked that bad habit up from her. So the main thing I really want to work on this year is to stop worrying so much and over thinking things. It makes me very anxious at times and I don’t like feeling like that.
Most times when I do that the outcome of whatever I’m over thinking or worrying about isn’t as bad as I thought it would be. My thing about being like that though is that I don’t want to be caught off guard about something, especially if it’s negative, I want to try to be prepared. In my younger years, I’ve been caught off guard about some situations, and it really was a let down. So I’ve built up this thing of over thinking things so that I can be prepared for whatever. But that doesn’t really feel much better either. So I’ve decided to work on that this year, just try to let things flow. Be cautious, but don’t worry as much. If I can do that this year successfully, that will be a big accomplishment for me, really big! So here’s to a new year, 2018! 😀