I’ve never really written any sort of journal entry but I really need to vent. I just need to know i’m not alone.
I quit my job today with no back up plan because my depression and anxiety is getting in the way. Also, my boyfriend who I’ve been in and out of relationship with for just over a year, is starting to get more and more controlling and mean.
I’m the sort of 19 yo you’d meet and instantly get along with, but then I trust to easy and become a push over, which is why I have no friends, they all fucked me over.
Anyway, everything’s getting on top of me.. work/relationship/social life/mum’s passing 3 years ago.. I just feel like there is no end to misery.. I’m not writing an entry saying how much I wanna kill myself… but I do wanna die