This is something new for me, I often feel as if im the one recieving the calls to hear people vent or the one checking on people. I feel they do listen but don’t really want to. It’s crazy i could be wrong and in my feelings about it.
So to start the new year off a 6 year relationship ended for me unplanned. I was saving for a wedding ring and talking about kids, while she informed me she was talking to someone else and they have her attention and she wasnt into it anymore. Just fucking great right? Lol. Its going on 3 months now and i still think about her as much as i try not too. I tried to fill the void with someone i do find attractive and enjoy spending time with to mend the wounds but its not the same. Time now is invested into work and the gym, catch myself feeling bitter at times. But im focused and moving foward no matter what pain i feel.
They say time heals all and im sticking to that plus putting my faith in myself and the positive energy i put out into the earth. Im a firm believer of what you put out you get back. Not always but when it does come its a breathe of fresh air.
But if you do end of reading this, i hope you all have a blessed day at work. Remember We must only concern ourselves with the things we can control and want to put energy into. All the other bullshit and meaningless interaction we go through on a daily basis is just to keep society sane.