you ever just get hit by a wave of “i really want a girlfriend” after not thinking about it for a while? like i didn’t care but like,,, i really want a girlfriend.
but the thing is i probably don’t actually. what’s the point of dating? it seems scary!! i’ll be nervous and awkward and then they’ll probably break up with me and i’ll be sad. the concept is nice, but i feel like in practice i wouldn’t really want to date. but still… i’ve never dated anyone before and i kind of want to just for the experience? so i can say that i have? ughh i want a girlfriend