Song of the Day: “This Is Me” by Keala Settle (The Greatest Showman)
Well, today was rough and a test of discipline. I’m gonna be honest I didn’t want to sit down and write this but with a reminder of what’s to come and remaining true to my goals.
I’m currently in a mindset of what I call post-graduate school depression. I’m broke and nervous, but overall I’m okay. I’m making this adventure in this new city looking for work. Any kind of work really and it’s not as easy as I thought it would be. Though it’s a minor setback I’m more determined than ever at finding something.
Mentally today has been okay. The feeling of 2017 is slowly creeping its way out of my life and I’m able to focus on my goals. A life of insecurities has left me in much despair. The damaged person I have much to do with my wrongdoing and much as the person I believe caused them. 2018 I’m elevating to the next level so much of that consist of looking at myself and soul-searching.
Today is Jan 7, 2018, and Starting tomorrow the real transformation begins. The focusing on my film, my health, and my life takes precedence. It won’t be easy but it will be done. I’ve found a way to make it this far and I won’t fret now about minor setbacks. Like Keala Settle said in the song “This is Me” “Another round of bullets hits my skin
Well, fire away ’cause today, I won’t let the shame sink in. We are bursting through the barricades and reaching for the sun (we are warriors) Yeah, that’s what we’ve become.” I’m a warrior better yet I’m a warrior in a suit.
“Won’t let them break me down to dust. I know that there’s a place for us. For we are glorious” – Keala Seattle
Until Next Time – Cherish The Tradition