I get to see my kids in 2 days Yee Yee!! I want to publicly thank my wife for setting the bar for LOVE. There is no replacing her physically/mentally/emotionally. I used to wake up sweating in the middle of the night having a bad dream. I would tell her that I feared her leaving and losing my family. She would hold me and say that I didn’t have to worry because she would always be there. Is that why I took her for granted?? Is that why I always thought that she would be around?? I want to thank her for being the one who gave me an abundant life. I really was living at the top when I was with her. I want to thank her for being that person whom I was madly in love with. I love everything about her. Towards the end I even learned how to love her shortcomings. I would smile about her little goof ups. I started to find her mistakes cute instead of annoying. She tried her best. I was not trying my best. What more could I ask for?!?!? Someone asked me today why I would want her back considering the hurt that I have endured. I just responded by saying that I see every one of the diamonds inside of her. If she has any hurts, fears or regrets….. i want to be the one to sit with her in quiet and show her respect and forgiveness. I want to make her melt with every ounce of energy that I can muster. In mans eyes she is to far gone. In God’s eyes, we are both being prepared for a miracle. Thank you Lord for the time that I got to spend with my beautiful bride. I love you Jenn. Forever.