I’m really upset.. and hurt and disappointed BUT I’m not surprised. I found out my boyfriend is still doing cocaine… he says he has it under control but does anyone ever? All because of his stupid ass friend but you know what I’m not gonna blame the friends. You are your own individual and no one can make you do something you DONT wanna do. At the end of the day it’s his body I guess. I just won’t be sticking around to see the toll it takes on him when the time comes.