Confessions of a Risin Star…(entry 1)

(This is what 1 hour of work looks like)

Everything is perspective…

Ya, try to keep that in mind when you lose, or when things are n’t goin’ your way. But, what if YOU ARE gettin’ your way, or what you’ve always wanted, yet such seemingly takes losses to both get & keep it? That’s my life right now…

Yes, I have landed success. Yes, I do get attention from women that most guys have no chance whatsoever with. Yes, I’m working on and have obtained various European cars that promote wealth, esteem, and envy.

On the outside in, it looks like everything is ok, peachy-keen, or seamlessly, lit, but there is a message that is both effortlessly and tirelessly exuded: EVERYTHING has a cost. This blog is my therapy for those costs…

Let me be clear, I did n’t really sign up for fame (but it just kinda comes with the territory). Still, the waves of all this movin’ up are so powerful, that most could n’t stomach it, and many usually don’t. I annually talk myself out of killin’ myself, but don’t get it twisted. I would n’t say I’m anymore suicidal that anyone else, still, I deeply question why I’m still doin’ this s***. The key is tellin’ yourself that so much, that it becomes a successful part of who you both are, and who you vow, to continue to be. The part of you that encompasses the success that overcomes: jealous women, fake friends, envious familial members, and who or whatever fuels the essence of evil, of the moment.

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