I didn’t journal last night because we went to the bar and I was drunk enough to forget about life for several hours. I had a lot of fun and enjoyed dancing and being ridiculous with friends.
One thing that did happen last night is that while I was texting a guy, Alexus took my phone and typed “Wanna Fuck”. He said yes but was out of town until late at night. So I just enjoyed my night and tried to play it off, because I was anxious about him saying yes. We started talking again during the day, and I decided to go driving in the evening with Monica and Victor. Long story short, he sent me his address, we show up, and… nothing. He doesn’t text back, and his phone sends me straight to voicemail every time I call. So now I’m home, an hour later, and I’m confused. Maybe he fell asleep or something, but I was honestly charged up and now I’m a bit sexually frustrated and it was kind of a blow to my self-esteem honestly. I’m hoping he just fell asleep because the drive was about 45 minutes, and I don’t text and drive. I don’t know. I’m just gonna watch something on Amazon Prime and try to get some sleep. Tomorrow I’m going to do laundry and probably relax at home all day. Here’s to hoping someone else got laid tonight.