[166] ~*Sun – 01/14/18*~

[8:51 pm]

I just want to cry right now. I haven’t started my car since Tue when I switched the cars around but it hasn’t been that cold so I figured it would be alright. I just tried starting it cause we need to bring it to the body shop tomorrow and, IT DIDN’T START. It doesn’t even click so I don’t think it’s the battery and I just really want to cry right now. I’m waiting on hub to get out the washroom so we can go have a look but I don’t think we’ll be able to figure out what’s wrong. I’m hoping that maybe the connection to the battery is loose or something but I just have a bad feeling. My head is just thinking of having to buy a new car cause this one just seem to want to die. I hope we can figure it out, I really do cause I don’t want to have to buy another car. I just want to fix mine and have it be alright.

I wanted to go relax in a nice bath but of course something had to happen. I still need that bath no matter what as it helps my body after a day of work at the store but really, I just want my car. Why?! I just don’t understand why I have such bad luck. I want to curl up in a corner and cry for the rest of the week.

I just really don’t know anymore.. I just want to give up on a lot of things cause nothing ever works out for me. I want to believe that me and hub will get out there and fix it.




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