Song of the Day: Hanging by the Moment
Well, today brings many different feelings but I made it. I would like to start this post by saying I Love Football. Nothing like a playoff weekend. Though the weekend was filled with sports, which is just a temporary distraction I manage to accomplish things and be productive.
A consistent theme in this journals is that I’m a lovesick puppy. I’m at an age where it’s time to build with someone but it just hasn’t worked out for me. I continuously compare my life to others and I often find myself a bit jealous and envious of others relationships. My problem is wanting people I can’t have. Often time they have boyfriends or even husbands. I guess it’s just part of the process. Typically it happens at least once a year that I find a woman who I feel can be that girl and she’s not. The part that hurts the most is often times I don’t even get an opportunity to see if she was the one. Often times I’m stopped before it even begins. I’ve been given many excuses as to why she’s not looking or she’s not good enough for. I’m always given “it’s me, not you” excuses. Over time I’ve come to realize that one day I’m gonna meet someone and the other women won’t matter. I’d be lying if I say that sometimes I feel as if my soulmate has already built a life with someone else. They say by age 25 you’ll have already met the person you’ll marry. Well if that’s the case I’m damn sure destined for a crazy ride. I have a few women that will forever have a place in my heart. Though no one can never know her identity a quote I read recent sums up how I feel. “Perhaps one day we will meet again as characters in a different story, maybe we’ll share a lifetime then.” In the words of the great Brian Mcknight Do I ever cross your mind anytime?
In other news, my writing is going well. I’m working on some good stuff that I feel have substance to be great.
Until Next Time – Cherish The Tradition