I’m not sure where I’m going to go with this journal, writing is hard and time consuming, but it doesn’t have to be. I have a lot to say and a lot to share, but I’m not sure who I want to share it all with. Or even if I care if it’s shared. Maybe writing for me is all I need to do. But if anyone would like to read, I’m not here to stop them.
I see a therapist weekly which helps with sharing my story and getting it all figured out in my head. Sometimes I feel like my mind is just a knot of string that needs untangling. I’m working on that, but sometimes feel like if I make the right move I’ll get another piece of the knot figured out, but if I make the wrong one, it’ll just go back to the start. I don’t think I make the right choice often enough. Or maybe I do, I guess I’m not sure.
Anyways, this is a good way to let somethings out, just to write it down, but online is always easier to me, so here I am. Maybe I’ll be back soon, or maybe not. I guess I’ll see where this takes me.
(the title reminds me of mid 2000s emo me journaling and thats just how its going to be haha)