Three hurricanes hit the coast not to long ago, California went up in flames, and now it’s snowing. I swear the end is coming. Say goodbye to your family and friends because I don’t know about you but it feels like the end of the world. It’s probably because I’m a dramatic teenage female but, I feel numb. My uncle died and I just stared at his casket like I didn’t even know him. Yeah, he was a dick sometimes but it’s like I didn’t even know him. I felt nothing at all. Is that normal am I just not going to feel anything and then all of a sudden feelings are going to come flooding back. God I hope so, this whole not feeling anything is kind of getting on my nerves. My friend told me she wanted to kill herself and I didn’t care. Old me would of jumped up and asked her what was wrong and to rethink things. But, I didn’t I just stood there like a deer caught I headlights. All I can hope for know is to get my feelings back. Hopeful soon because everyone’s lives are being destroyed and I want to help them but at the same time I don’t care. Can anyone tell me what’s wrong with me?