01/18/18 — Back after the Freeze

My last posts are numbered funny, but this is Thursday’s post. Mohammad stopped ghosting and sent me… An interesting picture last night after some conversation. It was interesting because he was constantly texting me, and I eventually had to tell him to go to bed so I could sleep. Everyone cancelled for tomorrow, and I’m too nervous to tell Mohammad that it might just be us tomorrow. I kind of just want to hang out and chill and not do… Anything else. But I might change my mind and whatnot, but maybe he’ll just want to hang out. Everyone else has kinda been quiet today, but I’m not complaining. I’m worried about Monica. It seems like she’s kind of shutting everyone out of her life, and is refusing to go out and do much. She said she’s tired of life, and I get it. I just hope she opens up soon. I’ve been letting her know I’m here, but I don’t think she’s going to open up to me. I think it’ll be something where I have to kidnap her and get her to talk because she’ll bottle everything up and ignore it until everything comes toppling out. I love her too much to let her go through that again. /: I think I’m gonna brush my hair and go to bed. 

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