wow sad hour has turned into sad week. i’ve been really sad this week, mostly because of college, yet again. i haven’t gotten to hangout with any of my friends and haven’t seen my best friend in a few days which is weird because i see him every day. i keep reminding myself that i owe my parents so much money and i basically wasted half a year of my life and then my anxiety shoots up for no reason. and i have to find a new therapist, which i don’t want to do. but tomorrow is gonna be fun, i’m getting a vape & getting dinner with my friend that i haven’t seen in over a year. i’m really excited for the vape, i think it’ll help my anxiety a lot. at least i hope.