01/21/18 — Lazy Sundays

If anyone other than my parents were to see me right now, they’d think I was an insane person. I’m writing this on my MacBook, watching anime on my iPad, and charging my iPhone next to me. I’m sure I look like some kind of Apple Sheeple right at this moment, but I don’t really care today. I thought today would be a harder day emotionally for me, but really I’m kind of in an “I don’t give a fuck” kind of mood right now. I think I picked up some sort of mutant combination of Tom’s flu and my mom’s Strep Throat. Both of them were sick last week and had to stay home and I’m only just now picking it up. It sucks, because I’m super congested. 

Due to this sickness, I’m feeling rather lethargic so I’ve mostly been in bed all day today watching anime. I found a new anime about hitmen and watched the first two episodes of that before watching a couple of Haruhi Suzumiya because it’s my favorite. Then I remembered that Mohammad mentioned Kill la Kill, so I started it, if only because a cute boy told me to watch it (even if it was never explicitly said). It definitely doesn’t fall into the realm of anime that I typically watch, but it is still pretty interesting. The website he gave me is super glitchy though so I might find it elsewhere so I can watch it without clips repeating randomly. 

I was going to start the Keto diet today with my mom, but since we are both sick, we decided to put it off until our bodies are fully able to withstand a new diet plan. I also have officially let my aunt know that Dino and I broke up so she can buy my ticket. She offered to buy a ticket for a friend, but I don’t really have anyone else to buy the ticket for, because I think everyone else who is going already bought their tickets. She did say she’d send me the check so I can get a cosplay for myself, so I’m excited about that. I guess this means I’ll be roaming the convention by myself. I don’t have much of a problem with this honestly, it just means I’ll have to be on my own guard during the convention, because I won’t have a buddy to be with constantly. 

Snoopy has been scratching at the back door to be let in for about five minutes now and no one is getting up to let him in. Tom is too lazy to do anything like this,  but even Cody is ignoring the poor dog. I guess I’m going to go let him even though I’m the furthest person from the door (literally on the other side of the house). I also fed the dogs and got some more water while I was up. I guess being sick kind of works in my favor because I don’t typically drink much through the day at home because I tend to forget or am too lazy to go get the water. But because my throat is hurting, I drink more and more water to soothe it somewhat. I wish I could stay home from work tomorrow, but it really wouldn’t help me in any way. I’ll just have to take it easy at work, and pray that Claritin or Zyrtec will help clear my sinuses. 

There aren’t really any updates on the dating fronts. I met a guy on Tinder today who I went to high school with. But I found his facebook and turns out he has a girlfriend. He tried to justify it by saying they’re constantly on and off, but I don’t even want to touch that kind of thing. I think Mohammad is still somewhat upset with me. I don’t really know what else to do with it. I’ve tried to talk about it and he dodges me so… I think that ship has sailed, sadly. He’s a lot of fun to talk to but I don’t want him to feel like I’m like his exes, and he keeps comparing me to them. I don’t know how to show him that I’m not like that and that my friends don’t typically get involved in my relationships because I typically don’t talk about my relationships to them because I’m not like that and ugh. It just sucks. I think what I wrote last night helps better explain this too and I don’t want to seem redundant about it. I’ll give it another couple of days or so, and if he still doesn’t want to talk to me or hang out then I’ll just stop I guess. I guess back to my anime and cosplay searching I go. 

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