Song Of The Day: Chris Young ft. Cassadee Pope – Think Of You
Warning the song of the often will have nothing to do with what I’m writing. It’s the song that I listened to the most.
Well, I took a few day off from writing to keep things fresh. Today I came to the realization that since I’ve made some changes in my life I’ve emotionally grown. What I mean by that is I’m not angry with a few individual as much as I was. I’m still angry, mostly with how things ended, or reasonings that I felt are inadequate. However, I’m not allowing those events to dictate how I feel throughout the day. Again I’ve been rejected by every woman I’ve made an attempt with, so being the person I am, I often would point the blame at myself and my insecurities. Though I’m continuing to take it day by day. One has to believe in the beauty that the future is brighter.
I also did some freelance work which was good. It allowed me to edit something and get back out there. Also, I’m doing some seasonal work that’s not film related but it’s what I call my happy place because what many don’t know is that this place saved my life a few years back. I’m happy to be going back as it will allow me a bit more breathing room while I figure out life after school.
“Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from the inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves.”