Shit Happens. Life Happens

There’s only so long you can be miserable before you finally fade away, piece by piece, never to be seen again.

 

It’s been too long. I don’t wanna live like this anymore. There’s no escape anymore, I don’t wanna sing, I don’t wanna play guitar, I don’t feel like doing anything, besides lying there mourning about my life. 

 

My sense of self is gone, my humor’s gone, my personality’s gone and I’m not me anymore. I’m this lifeless girl with big brown pearls for eyes that are shallow as they can be.

 

I used to try so hard, to fight back, reminding myself that eventually it’ll pass. Things will get better. I constantly forced myself to not take the easy way out.

 

But it’s hard when it’s the only way out.

One thought on “Shit Happens. Life Happens”

  1. Hi, your not alone. I felt this way everyday for the last 6 months. I went to the doctors today. Turns out it was better than anticipated they are going to help. I also call the suicide hit lines sometimes when I need immediate hell. You are not alone. I’m sorry you are hurting.

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