On days like this, I can’t help it but feel sad. Sometimes it starts early in the day and it just lingers through the day.
Sometimes I can’t pin point what caused it. But most times it’s always him.
I distanced myself from him to try to move on and live my life. Most of the time it works, other times I can’t push it away. Tonight is one of those days.
I don’t want to miss someone who can’t appriciate me…
But on lonely days like this… it gets really hard.
On days like this, it’s hard to ignore all the good times we shared.
I’ve never connected with someone as I did with you. Even between all the lies, you were not only my lover, but also one of my best friends.
What have we become…
Sometimes I hate you,
For making me feel this way.
I don’t want to hurt anymore.
It really makes me angry what you’re putting me through, because even if I want to be far away from you we are still linked.
I don’t know when it will go away.
I hope it’s soon.