I feel sick today. I wish I didn’t have to go to work tomorrow. I had a long vacation recently of over a week, but it still feels like I didn’t have any rest. My mind still hurts and my stomach is still uneasy. I know I need time due to all of the recent events in my life. I still can’t help but feel sad and sick. I spend so much money….trying to hide and mask the feelings I have daily. Will this be forever…I mean it has so far. I have my happy moments, but they are fleeting. I had to write to test out the new keyboard I just bought. I am not gonna lie, I like it. It is pretty loud, but I like it and it’s pretty. It’s an old fashioned typewriter kind of keyboard, a mechanical one. It’s gold and white and just pretty.
Silly silly things…in a silly silly world.