Neal and I broke up 6 months ago. I was blindsided by a text saying he changed his mind ….. no explanation why. I finally heard from him in November. We started hooking up in December. His explanation was that although I was the perfect girlfriend he isn’t over losing his family. His ex wife left him with the kids prior to us having any relationship.
I am completely sympathetic to his feelings but to up and walk away after so long broke me. Since we srarted sleeping together again my emotions are out of control. When we are together he is amazing. He is kind, gentle. Caring funnt, sexy, smart, etc…. but then he ignores me or breaks promises consistently. I cry so much over someone who d oesnt love me. I told him i was done trying today. I love him but I’m done. It feels like a funeral with the amount of pain.