What I wouldn’t give to wake up next to you just one more time. I miss how things used to be. When we couldn’t wait to see each other, I miss the way your eyes lit up when you saw me. How you seemed to desire my presents. Maybe it was always fake and I just wanted to believe it was something real. Maybe I allowed myself to see an affection that wasn’t truly there. Either way, I still miss how I used to feel when I was with you.
And now it’s all gone, never to return. I’ve given up all hope of ever meaning anything to you.
I truly believe that every person we meet is meant to teach us something. I have learned so much because of you. Both good and bad things. And now I must accept that it’s all over.
Life goes on….