.he told me he didn’t want a relationship with me and tonight he told me he didn’t want sex either. That means he doesn’t want me any more for any reason. It’s over now. I’ve lost Ian. I guess I’m leaving for New Orleans in 2 weeks. He kept telling me he wanted me to be happy and having orgasms but now he doesn’t want that for me. He only wants to have his. He doesn’t want me at all now. I don’t went so wrong. I should have never opened myself up to him. It’s all over and I’m alone again. I’m absolutely crushed. I should have never trusted him.