I am just feeling unhappy now .. now that his cousin and pregnant wife is staying with us.. I feel like I have yo take care of her because since she is very weak and tired all the time because of the pregnancy.. I had to make sure that she have breakfast and lunch . I hate it. I am not her mother or close relative.. she is not my responsibility .. I fucking hate this situation right now .
Moving in the new home in few weeks.. and I am unhappy about it . Having to live again with other people ..do I have the right to be like this? He promised . Every time I tell him how I feel about it.. he will get mad at me . I am just not happy.. not happy .. he woke up..got ready and told me that he will be going out to meet his friends for a while.. I asked him.. so no breakfast together.. he said.. Later.. 2 hours later I am still here waiting . He called and asked me if I wanted anything..i said no.. I was already sulking .. I wish he can understand why am I like this.. rather than.him..keep on getting angry when I tell him everything