2/13/14-Day 2-Valentine’s Day

This one will be quick,

Valentines day is tomorrow and I’m incredibly nervous and anxious. I’m in a very complicated relationship and I’m not sure about whether he expects me to do anything for him or if he’s planning on doing anything for me. Our relationship is so complicated that I just don’t know what to expect anymore. He’s been acting very off because of my situation that happened over the weekend. I can tell that he’s been struggling to be with me lately because of how much I have been struggling. Unfortunately, he had to be the person to witness being there when I tried to end it off. So, now I feel like he is just attempting to stick with me because he is afraid of what I might do if he was honest. But, I don’t want people to act differently around me. I want people to be honest and genuine around me, which is why I don’t like people to know about my situation. Then I get to thinking and I wonder, it could be entirely possible that my anxiety and my worries are getting the best of me. So, I just do my best, try not to worry about whether not I’m in a relationship or not, and just let things happen. (Which is very hard for me to do) I’m just hoping that Valentine’s Day goes by very quickly as it is a very stressful time for me. Have a good day, folks!

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