Sometimes I wonder if I will remember your voice. I know I will obviously never forget you but will I remember what it’s like to have you around? Really, I think I’m just scared that I will not remember what it’s like to have you around because we have a long road ahead without you. We have to do it all without you from now on. It just doesn’t seem right because we did it all WITH you before. As I’ve gotten older, it feels like time has sped up but since November 27th, time has slowed down for me – or it seems like it. There are times when losing you seemed like yesterday but mostly, it just feels like forever. It feels like time just drags on and on.