Sometimes I just can’t bring myself to talk about it or journal about it, because it makes it real…. And then sometimes I just procrastinate….. yesterday went okay. As soon a I got home from work he texted and asked me to come see him at work and bring him a burger. Said he was working late, and that he did.. he got home a little after 1am I believe. He brought me some flowers… today was a pretty good day. We went to eat for Valentine’s Day… something else happened but it’s not something I can share… right now he is in the other room with a friend of ours… he’s fixing to call it a night I hope. It’s freaking 5am!