Today Dave started harassing me again. He had the nerve to say that Ian was taking advantage of me. I guess he must be right even though Ian said otherwise. We started harassing Dave. We were laughing so hard together. I forgot that Ian is dumping me in 2 weeks. It felt so good to laugh with him and joke with him. The bitch is pushing at him so hard. He’s still putting up with her. He even went back on AFF again. I almost had myself convinced that he still liked me. He agreed that we would be laughing at dave for a long time which made me think he wanted to be with me for a long time. He keeps talking like I’m going to see him after we move from here. I guess Dave was right about me. I’m too ugly for anyone to want. Ian would rather sleep in a bed where he peed all over it than sleep on the air mattress with me.