God I don’t want to lose Ian. But I don’t know what to do to keep him either. Give him space and let him play around or what. I’m trying to let him but the thought of him with someone else absolutely breaks my heart. A lot of people are telling me to dump him and run for the hills. I don’t know what hold that bitch has on him. I wish I could break it. Maybe if I kick him out and make him go sleep with her it will make him appreciate me. But then again he chose me to stay with before I even asked him. He probably chose me because he knew he could take advantage of me. I saw where the bitch told him not to come over smelling like pussy.